Recently I realised that my practice was not perfect. I was shocked that I was still upset by others' action. The greatest test to your practice is when you encountered someone who had hurt you and you cling to what the person said or behaved. When my colleague was talking about ignoring people's insult, I had a sudden realisation on what I have been reading and writing. I actually wrote about the Heart Sutra five skandhas (form, feeling, perception, volition/action, consciousness (色受想行识) and Diamond Sutra but had not been as diligent in reading it recently. I went back to read again and can now better understand my earlier translation after experiencing vexation. The five skandhas continually provide occasions for craving and clinging. Skandhas also refer to the aggregates of clinging to form, feeling, perception, volition, consciousness. All living beings are made of the five skandhas of form, feeling sensation, perception, volition and consciousness (色受想行识)which accumulate to form the body and they are known as the five aggregates of clinging. The five aggregates arise through causes and conditions, therefore they are illusory and not permanent.
I would like to add on to my experience and thoughts on both sutras. The following sutras are taken from my earlier posts and I want to integrate both contents to show the impact of skandhas. After understanding the Heart sutra and the essence of Buddha's teaching, now I am more present. You have to be mindful. To appreciate the present moment and not waste the precious Now being upset due to external conditions.
Even though the Heart Sutra is the shortest sutra with 260 Chinese characters (translated by Master Xuanzang during Tang Dynasty), it contain the essence of Buddha's teaching. You can watch the video where Master Sheng Yen explained the Heart Sutra in terms of time below.
"Instantaneously, I was no longer in the lengthy, dark tunnel.
Alternatively, I was in a bright, warm, and pure world. I was completely
relieved, no more agonies, but instead replaced with eternal peace and bliss.
My spirit asked one question after another, regarding the true colors of the
universe and about life and death. Wherever my conscious went, he unfolded the
answers before my eyes. This world was made up of particles. When microparticles
accumulated, it formed a world with thousands of collective representations,
meaning specific images. For example, as to many people the tree in front of a
house is only a tree, while in this realm it is a stacked heap of tree-shaped
molecules that are drifting and cycling forever. I did see the piles of
molecules, flowing and surrounding this phenomenal world. While my physical
body still lay in bed while given an IV drip, my conscious was free at will to
watch trees outside the clinic.
Am I a particle, too? 'Yes, human body is built
with innumerable particles. They circulate, metabolize, exchange, and etc. as
being all part of the movements. As for you (my spirit to be exact), you are
part of the molecules who are recycling among them. Therefore, particles
cluster, mobile, recycle, flow to somewhere, and then assemble to another
physique. So, this phenomenon keeps recurring, there is no life or death. It is
infinite and the essence of the world. Commonly known as death which is
actually a continuation on to the next phase of life. At this state you are in
now. Your mind (soul) is existing and thinking obviously, but you are separated
from the physical world without communication. It is like a glass-door
partition between you and the world; you can see everything of the physical
world, however people on the other side can't feel your existence.'
Being unable to communicate the situation you
are in, and your loved ones have no means to understand it. Thus, I know, as
for death, since people you loved don't understand what death truly is so they
feel sorrow for the decreased. At this moment, I became worried if my parents
know I had died, then they will be very miserable. In addition to my child who
is too young to be independent. All these worries are flashing in my mind.
As our flesh is like a TV set, our consciousness
is like TV programs. Is it perhaps when a TV set is aged to break down then all
signals become vanished? Human's body is an aggregation of particulate matter
that becomes a carrier. Whether the carrier is a particulate matter or in a
form of energy, it never disappears. At this moment, I was in a confused
situation where my conscious and flesh were detached but still in a connected
state. I felt there are several different dimensions coexisted. While my
conscious stayed in another realm, I was telepathizing with prophets and the
wise whom revealed the true colors of the universe to me. At the same time, I
was keen to everything in this dimension, clearly knowing things were around
me. Owing to the fast velocity around here, sounds were transmitted to ears in
a slow and time-delay fashion."
Reading the above made me understand the concept of emptiness of self.
From the Diamond Sutra
Venerable Hui Neng, the Sixth Patriarchof Chan (February 27, 638 – August 28, 713) was said to attain awakening when he heard a verse from the Diamond Sutra 应无所住而生其心.
I think attaching or clinging to anything is better word. Everyone has pure mind but due to greed, hatred and delusion, it is clouded with dust like unhelpful thoughts (eg being angry with someone words or actions). Just let go and don't cling to unhelpful thoughts.
When the Fifth Patriarch of Chan Venerable Hong Ren explained to him the Diamond sutra. Venerable Hui Neng was "suddenly and completely enlightened, and he understood that all things exist in self-nature.
应无所住而生其心,
云何应住,云何降伏其心 When does the cloud abide, how does the cloud calm the mind
佛说应无所住而生其心 Buddha said without abiding in forms, arises the mind
即是说心即是佛,佛即是心 Meaning Pure Mind is Buddha and Buddha is Pure Mind. Buddha also means awakened.
他做了一首偈子Venerable Huineng came up with the following stanza when he understood the verse.
何其自性本自清净!What is self-nature, it is intrinsically pure
何其自性本不生灭!What is self-nature, it is neither born nor extinguish
何其自性本自具足!What is self-nature, it is self-sufficient
何其自性能生万法!What is self-nature, it can produces immeasurable dharma/ideas
From the Diamond Sutra
Subhuti, all great bodhisattvas should give rise to purity of mind in this way: they should not give rise to a mind that abides in form; they should not give rise to a mind that abides in sound, smell, taste, touch, or dharmas. They should give rise to a mind that does not abide in anything.
When we contemplate the following verses from the Diamond Sutra, your mind should not be affected by forms which are transient, dependent on causes and conditions.
一切有为法,如梦幻泡影,如露亦如电,应作如是观
All phenomena appear in the world is a combination of causes and conditions that is temporary by nature. It will pass. There is no permanent nature to form which is subjected to change due to causes and conditions, thus it is illusory.
A lot of suffering comes from the mind which is influenced by forms like sight, hearing, touch, taste or perception. When someone criticised us, we get upset, when someone own something we don’t have, we want it. We are always influenced by the three poison, greed, anger and delusion.
From the book, Miracles Happen: The Transformational Healing by Dr Brian Weiss, “ Chinese philosopher Hui-neng (6thpatriarch of Chan Buddhism/Zen) wrote, “When we are free from attachment to all outer objects, the mind will be in peace. Our essence of mind is intrinsically pure, and the reason why we are perturbed is because we allow ourselves to be carried by the circumstances we are in. He who is able to keep his mind unperturbed (calm), irrespective of circumstances has attained enlightenment. “
A woman who went through a near-death experience shared,” I realized that life is like a dream”. She wrote, “ When you are born, you wake up into mortality in this physical body. When your physical body dies, you return to immortality.”
I realised what is 无我 no-self as our true mind changes identity in various body forms in our many reincarnations. Thus there is no permanent self-identity. Do not cling to anger and just let go.
May all beings be well and happy.
Diamond Sutra Part 1 is here
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